and so i go on with my loneliness... i see images of happiness everywhere i look. everywhere colors, everywhere smiles. but i feel nothing of the sort. all i feel are the spaces and holes that you have left me to fill up... again, with a false hope that there would be another you out there. but reality comes with pain.. you are the only rose in my garden and all the other women are just thorns. all i am saying is that im hopeless without you... without you, i am but a dead bird no longer afraid of boiling water. looking at the mirror, i see my eyes, not the way they were. they are now empty and spiritless. only water i see on them - those they call tears. but to me they are the only emotion i have left in my heart. for when you left me, my happiness, my hope, and my will to move on, abandoned me and followed you. i saw my life run away and fade in the mist... moreover, i saw your silhouette walk away. you have always been in dreams but they have dramatically changed since you have been gone. before, i was with you on a sunlit beach but now i am all alone in a dark cave feeling nothing but sorrow. i am saying this for i wish you open your heart for me once again.. i am tired of these lonely nights.. my love for you have grown deeper and i want you back..
tonight you said: "Love does not consist of gazing at each other.. but in looking in the same direction." why can we not do that?
